I have a rendezvous with Death At some disputed barricade, When Spring comes back with rustling shade And apple-blossoms fill the air— I have a rendezvous with Death When Spring brings back blue days and fair.
It may be he shall take my hand And lead me into his dark land And close my eyes and quench my breath— It may be I shall pass him still. I have a rendezvous with Death On some scarred slope of battered hill When Spring comes round again this year And the first meadow-flowers appear.
God knows 'twere better to be deep Pillowed in silk and scented down, Where Love throbs out in blissful sleep, Pulse nigh to pulse, and breath to breath, Where hushed awakenings are dear... But I've a rendezvous with Death At midnight in some flaming town, When Spring trips north again this year, And I to my pledged word am true, I shall not fail that rendezvous.
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Alan Seeger wrote this poem in 1916, while serving with the French Foreign Legion, and it reads like a promise made calmly, almost gently, to something enormous. The tone is quiet rather than dramatic — a soldier speaking of his own death the way one might mention a scheduled meeting, courteous and unafraid. That restraint gives the poem its music: soft rhymes, a lulling refrain of "rendezvous with Death," and recurring images of spring — apple-blossoms, meadow-flowers, blue days — set against battlefields and "scarred slopes." The contrast between new life and violent ending is the poem's real engine. So is the aching middle stanza, where Seeger imagines the ordinary happiness he's forgoing: silk pillows, a lover's breath, "hushed awakenings." It still lands because it isn't really about war so much as about keeping one's word to fate, to duty, to something larger than comfort — a feeling readers recognize even far from any battlefield.
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