I have a rendezvous with Death At some disputed barricade, When Spring comes back with rustling shade And apple-blossoms fill the air— I have a rendezvous with Death When Spring brings back blue days and fair.
It may be he shall take my hand And lead me into his dark land And close my eyes and quench my breath— It may be I shall pass him still. I have a rendezvous with Death On some scarred slope of battered hill When Spring comes round again this year And the first meadow-flowers appear.
God knows 'twere better to be deep Pillowed in silk and scented down, Where Love throbs out in blissful sleep, Pulse nigh to pulse, and breath to breath, Where hushed awakenings are dear... But I've a rendezvous with Death At midnight in some flaming town, When Spring trips north again this year, And I to my pledged word am true, I shall not fail that rendezvous.
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Alan Seeger wrote this poem in the shadow of the First World War, and it reads like a quiet appointment calmly kept. The voice doesn't rage against death or beg off it; it simply states the meeting place and time, over and over, the way you'd confirm plans with an old acquaintance. That refrain, "I have a rendezvous with Death," gives the poem its haunting music — formal, almost courtly, set against the brutal facts of "some scarred slope of battered hill." The contrast between spring's apple blossoms and meadow flowers and the battlefield's wreckage is the poem's central ache: life renewing itself while a man walks toward his own ending. The middle stanza, imagining the softer bed he could have chosen instead, makes his constancy feel earned rather than naive. It still lands because it isn't really about war so much as about keeping a promise to something larger than comfort, a theme that outlives any one century's battles.
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